It’s been a busy few weeks – from villages in northern Saskatchewan as small as fifty people to seventeen million people in Delhi. From all pandemic to no pandemic at all – I ask my uncle if he’s heard much about H1N1 in the news – he shakes his head. “No, not really – oh, there was a story when some kids at the Doon school [elite school for children from wealthy families] got sick. And I’ve heard there might be a vaccine sometime.”
There was likely more news than what reached my uncle, but an article in Frontline, “India’s National Magazine,” summarized the many other infectious diseases (HIV, malaria, tuberculosis, others) that have been far greater worries for a much longer period of time. Perspective…a pandemic of a potentially deadly disease in a country where mass death from infections is largely unknown (except for the relative, tragic excess in some communities, including Aboriginal ones) compared to the daily epidemics in most Global South countries…
Now India is my focus – the cluttered, polluted, loud, chaotic, vibrant, beautiful streets, the poverty that assaults with every child wandering barefoot through trash, the farm I will be travelling to tomorrow where biodiversity, sustainability, and local farming infrastructure are being created, lived. (http://www.navdanya.org/)
So far I have stayed at a $10/night hotel ensconced in a Delhi market that sells electronics to chickens, made a random visit to the Indian Women’s Press Corps office and had tea with several welcoming journalists, spent seven hours in a vehicle with a scarily aggressive driver who passed rounding turns on a dark road at high speeds, gone for runs through a military cantonment where soldiers in full gear run past me, lost (and found) my credit card, sweater, wallet, and backpack. And managed to think that I was one day ahead of where I really was for four days, causing me to miss several events, hotel bookings, and meeting my parents at the airport.
The initial overwhelming sensation is lessening and I am trying to be a visitor, not a tourist, someone who joins India rather than observes it. Canada has been my home for 32 years, with frequent, impacting visits to India and other parts of the world. There is something in the way people here say “You are Indian, right?,” that makes me need to say yes. I have some pieces – the broken Bengali, the clothes, the willingness, the skin colour (strangely usually irrelevant in Canada, but comforting here)…the belonging will take more time, but it will happen.















